I have a great life now and an amazing wife but I don’t deserve it any of it I just sit awake at night and deny my self food and water because I don’t think I should be aloud to have things I need  I love my wife sometimes I catch myself smiling and I think how dare you smile your worthless nothing you deserve to me punched and hit burned stabbed and just anything to cause me to hurt and know how much of a scew up
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What makes you think you’re so worthless? If you’re anything like me you probably blame yourself for every little thing that has ever happened. If you have a great life you should cherish it, everyone deserves to be happy.
Yes, I also don’t understand why you believe you are so worthless. Why don’t you deserve to be happy? Everyone deserves those things, and many people don’t even appreciate the things they do have. But you are under-appreciating yourself. I’m sure your wife loves you very much, and that is why she is with you – whether you think you deserve her or not.
yeah everyone deserves to be happy, well unless you’ve done something REALLY bad! sounds like your feeling guilty about something but I doubt its that bad! maybe you’ve just let yourself down somewhere and you need to find out exactly what it is? Im the opposite I feel like i deserve happiness, I just struggle to find it lol