Well a few weeks ago I tried taking my life. I really tried, I even warned people the night before. So when i took the pills. My “friends” left my dying body there and kicked it. Then I got a text from someone I didn’t really talk to say words I never heard before. “Isaiah…I don’t want you to die. I care about you.” It meant SO much. Then while she kept texting me, I tried staying alive so hard. Talking to her. Feeling safe and cared for. The feeling I never had before… I slowly started to fall for her. Then one day these kids tried jumping me. They all had bats. I ran. Later on I told herand she was so scared and upset it seemed. She was saying how those kids are not good people. At all and she doesn’t like them. One day I was just longboarding, and I got a call from her and she was so scared for me. Saying one of the guys is right behind me. I felt something else then, I felt comfort and feel in love a little more. The beginning of this week I asked her to homecoming. She said yes! She does go to a different school, so I have to do all this paper work and get it approved by my school and her school. So then yesterday she started to date one of those guys. I was so down. Yet still taking her to homecoming I don’t know what to do. Or what else to say. It’s the very first girl I truly fell for! I never even dated anyone. But I want her. I really do. Help me.
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One of my favourite quotes: If you want something, go get it. PERIOD.
-Nobody
She is taken
Tell her the truth. Even all this. No matter what she does with your confession, you will have the peace of mind that you gave this girl your all.
Also, boost your fighting skills. Someone else will need your experience.
I don’t like fighting. I am very well though.
I commented on a later post, but the point is JUST ASK HER OUT!
Your so lucky!I tell my (ex) qf I was qettinq jumped and my friend just happen to be passinq in the car and jumps out and well you know what’s next and she’s like oh.She didn’t qive to fucks.Honestly It’s a hard to say.You have the world to qain and a best friend to loose.
She makes my world now. But I want her more as a friend