I think

I think..

I think, I might end it tonight.

End my life.

Theres too much weight on my shoulders.

The sinking feeling on my heart.

The hollow feeling in my chest.

The feeling like no one cares.

Like no one loves you.

Everyone I love leaves..

Or walks away..

I don’t want to deal with that anymore.

I want to end it tonight.

I know I have the guts to.

I just don’t want my baby brother to see it.

I want to be alone and take my life.

I don’t want my mom to find my body.

I want to go deep into the woods. And take my life.

So maybe, my mom would never have to find my body.

Maybe no one will?

Hopefully no one will.

I want to end my life tonight.

I want my mom to know, it isn’t her fault.. It’s no one’s fault.

It must be mine..

My fault.. For giving up like a coward.

My fault for letting people get to me.

My fault for failing my loved ones.

Or my supposed to be loved ones.

I think it needs to end..

Tonight maybe..

Tomorrow..

Soon?