I feel highly frustrated with my incapabilities and shortcomings. I feel like breaking down every instance i realise I’m so flawed and not good enough. I really don’t know why i say things without thinking. I don’t know why i keep complaining. I don’t know why i am so insensitive.
I am working with this group of people and my leader gave a piece of peer evaluation sheet with other peers’ comments in order to help us improve as a person. But seeing how the negative points take 7/8 of the page just makes me feel so crappy and so shitty.
What is the point of trying to improve myself when i am so screwed up a person. i swear i really wish i had better people skills. Now i dont even know what i am good at. I suck at literally everything- friendships, communication, spiritual devotion, leadership and soon, grades. the worst thing is that i have no one to share these with or someone to cry to.
I… don’t know what to do anymore.
The anti-suicide campaigners argue using the logic that life is worth living. Now, what if it isn’t?
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Heya chainedchild.Firstly yeah sometimes, most of the time i feel life isnt worth it too.But don’t give up because we can’t. There is a point of improving ourselves.Just because you are a different type of person with different ways of dealing with things, you might see yourself as insensitive…… But that’s not a bad thing.I think im probably the most sensitive person in the world and i hate it :)And the fact you thought about improving yourself makes you sensitive for sure :)))I am not entirely sure of what youre going through…. So if i have helped at all, and you do want someone to cry to…. You an always email me at arjun14saf@hotmail.comI rly hope i have helped, if i havent im so so sorry.
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how are you today
sometimes i find myself feeling uncapeable of doing anything,
Everyone is flawed, it’s the reason that life has meaning. The point of life is to overcome those flaws, to improve oneself and grow as a person. A lot of people here are horrible at socializing, i can’t even bring myself to talk to a stranger without stuttering or saying something that doesn’t make any sense, but those are things you can overcome. What is that you think is so awful about you?