I guess this is what i’m here for…
Just to be someone’s punching bag…
When something doesn’t go right,it’s always my fault…
I guess I can accept that…..
All I am good for is sex and that is about it…
All of my friends are committing suicide and I feel like it is my fault.
Well it is my fault…
I guess the sooner I accept that, the better off I will be…
If only someone in this world were here to love me….
Love me like the father I never had….
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dont ever blame yourself for someones suicide. even if they named you as the reason for the suicide, you didnt kill them. if someone told you that sex is all your good for then obviously they dont know you or deserve to know you for that matter. its tough not having a father but looking for that love in other people doesnt work out. i dont know your whole story but there will always be someone who will love you in life.
RK, you are not a guilty hunk of meat, you are Raven Storm and you are a sensitive girl that is tired of being used and abused. I hate that this is happening to you, we all do because its WRONG! It’s good that you know the difference, and that you know you should be taken care of and loved for real.
So please dont lay there and take it – no one has to. Demand your peace of mind. Insist on being happy. You’ve had enough, Raven. You deserve to enjoy yourself and your life.
it isnt yout fault. never blame yourself for things that are out of your control. there are people who love you. one day youll find the guy who will love you “the the father you never had”
Marbles, that guy has to actually BE the man who becomes her actual father. Her Mother must approve. Or the State with Raven’s permission. Right?
It ian’t you fault……..unless you gve them the gun,rpe or pills
None of that is your fault…You aren’t the cause of that!
And you are NOT only good for sex and being hurt, and there is at least ONE whose love for you is real and deep, and they don’t view you as some piece of meat to be used.
The fact that it seems so big is because you CARE, and that means you are good and right, what all humans should be, instead of how they behave normally, being callous and uncaring as usual.
And everything is not your fault, anyone who says that is jealous of you, even afraid of you, most likely to cover their own faults and failings due to insecurity.
Hold your head high, you are better than that, and more important than you know
It isn’t your fault.. You cannot blame yourself for their decisions. &You’re worth so much more then just sex. Everybody is. Keep your head up, things get better.Don’t let people tell you it’s your fault, because its not.
Well I wish it wasn’t easier said than done…if only I knew how to fix this…