Yeah so this is the little intro to the second “What you missed” it’s just what happened while i was gone of the site for a few months.
Day#6
so my friend likes tayler to like a lot. he’s not really my friend but he told me he liked her so now if i asked her out i would feel kinda bad. but me and tayler shared hot chocolate
Day#7
so i decided skrew it i want to date tayler so im going to and i asked her out and she said yes i havent been this happy since my last girlfriend.
Day#8 i actually skipped a few days but that’s okay i guess
well um dating tayler isn’t as good as being friends she stopped talking to me and i don’t have as much time for her now that i have track.
Day#9
i have been feeling alone i might try suicide again tonight i am starting to hate everyone i see and every day i wake up is just another disappointment.
Day#10 i tried suicide again and it didn’t work. i told tayler and our friend. they acted like i was crazy and some kind of freak. and i started to get scared and i started to hate myself even more. they asked me if they could go tell the school counselors. i told them i have talked to them before and it was really dumb and the police got involved and it was a huge mess.  then they freaked out on me and told me i needed help and i was a big deal. i told them absolutely not they can no way ever tell the school counselors when i want help i will get it. and then i left the table. well guess where i found myself in about and hour. the school counselors office, weird.
3 comments
I know how you feel. Sometimes you have to let go of the things that to you are perfect. Suicide is never the answer trust me and you don’t wanna be put in a mental hospital either. Bro trust me its hard but you gotta get away. Not physically but like do things to keep your mind off of pain. Read a book. Get a Netflix go crazy and watch a bunch of comedies. Things will work.
yeah thanks i moved like a month ago so i don’t see any of the people that call me emo and won’t talk to me. but now i feel really lonely at least at my old school i had 3 friends. but thanks for the comment it helps to know people actually read what i post.
No problem bro. I’ve been through the same. You just gotta try to start a convo with someone no matter what its about. It always works. This site gave me so much help with my problems so I’m just giving back. You always have a friend here.