Hello my name is azzan. i turned 21 years old about a month ago.
OKÂ now i really don’t know where to start i live in Peoria Illinois and it isn’t very fun around here.
Ever sense i remember, i never really did much in my life and iv really hated it i am a 21 year old virgin And im dont like to do this but im just feeling like every thing is really lost to me iv found a lot of stress.
I have no self esteem no heart and im so fucked up i have not found any love in my life it sucks its so depressing and hard for me becouse no girls ever ask me out and it only makes me sick in the brain i want to murder them and make them suffer like they do me.
Iv dropped out of school and received no education what so ever.
Its just so funny how this life is for me the pressure just builds up in my head and i cant escape NO. i cant stand it not for one more day man its too much,
I just need some one to talk to i mean what van i do to escape.
I’m sexually desperate and masturbating is not even helping i need some one to hold me tight im not going to fucking hurt you just help my mind im so fucked up fuck my life i want to burn !
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You should message me or something, I’m here to talk to if you’d like. I don’t know if it’ll effect the way you feel but I’m ready for a new friend.:) So talk to me, if you want. I really hope you do.
I Completely understand. I am in the same situation pretty much. Just like you i Dropped out of school, Im an 18 year old Virgin and never dated in my life because everyone rejected me. Every guy thinks im ugly, which makes me think im ugly myself. I always think about suicide due to the fact that ill never be happy with myself and find love. I understand exactly where you’re coming from. I wish I was by you, I’d hug you. If you ever want to talk, I’m here.
Meeting people from these sites is extremely dangerous. If your having issues got see your dr for a referral to a psychologist.
Why did you drop out?? Believe it or not, if you hit up a college or whatever that’s more than an hour away from home, you can completely switch your life around. That’s what’s happening over here for me. There are negatives, but I’m fighting through them the best I can. Try to get back into college again, if you can.