Why?

when your clock is out. its out. there really isnt anything you could do. it is a weird feeling though. it doesnt feel devastating, yet it isnt all too simple to cope with and forget in a day. whatever his reason, im a positive the after life is much greater that the life on earth. but we shouldnt be on such a rush to leave because their is so much to learn. just focus on the good times. dont let their memory be forever tainted by a single action.

yeah i know. my friend recently committed suicide and he had a life most would envy. i like to think he was just tired. not necessarily of life but just exhausted, make sense? its true you wouldnt feel this way if he had died in a car accident or something. its because it was on purpose. just know the reason was he just wanted to move on. dont know from what, or why or who. and thats the way it should remain, a mystery. i think its best when everyone can take a guess as to why. i think it satisfies more than being told why they commit suicide.