seeing i have ABSOLUTLEY NOTHING left to live for ,  im gonna kill myself very soon. I can’t help but ask myself – will they miss me ? or will they just turn my little sister into a trophy too ? Will they understand ? or will they just be angry at me for being ” a coward ” Will they read my letters to them? Or will they just throw it away like they did with my happiness. Will they cry ? or will they just stay there in shock ? Will they say they never saw it comming?  Will they force my sister into a depression just like me ? All these things i worried about  , but they will all go away soon….
– LydiaRose –
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Perhaps you should hang around, in an attempt to mentor your sister, so she doesn’t end up suffering as you have. Even if she doesn’t seem appreciative now, I’m sure she would look back one day and see that you were the one who spared her of a dark fate, should you decide to be a guide for her.
I’m so sorry you have gone through this.I think you need someone to talk to.If ever you need someone to chat with,My email is brl.cents@gmail.comWould people miss you? I would hope so.
Hangin there..
It has to be something to live for..
you’re something! Don’t give up now.
Don’t worry about them or what they think. Worry about you.