Would they even notice if i just dissapesred? Would they notice if one day I didnt turn up to school? I doubt it. The only way they would notice me missing would be when they cant turn to me to complain about eachother or ask a favour that no one else will do.
People say ‘You dont know what you have until its gone.’ But what did they have in me? Someone who listened to them? Maybe. Someone who would always be there for them, to help, despite of what she was doing? Yes. Thats the only they would notice me, if i wasnt there.
They dont notice the fact that I havent smiled in a while, nor do they notice the fact that when I once used to love talking and laughing, I now rarely do either. Yet, they notice when one of them has in nice earrings.
I suppose they would also notice me missing when they cant comment on everything about me. When they cant comment about how I eat to much, how I should eat more, how my skirt is to short, how my hair is to curly, about anything that they could possibly fault me on really.
So would they actually notice my dissapearance as a friend? Or would they just ignore it, no longer being burdened with having to deal with me.