I’m not good enough for ANYBODY. Not for family nor friends. NEVER. I can never satisfy anybody. I always do SOMETHING wrong. Fuck man, do you know how frustrating that is?! I just want to die; that way I won’t disappoint anybody. Yup, I should just kill myself! I don’t give 3 shits if that doesn’t make certain people happy. It makes ME happy. The thought of dying brings me so much fucking joy. If someone would go up to me and say “I’m going to kill youâ€, I would cry of happiness and worship that person. Thats what I want- to stop breathing. I don’t want a boyfriend, money, a huge house; I want this heart of mine to just stop beating and for me to stop breathing. Why am I here? I have no purpose. I guess the only reason i don’t do it is because I’m scared. Not of dying but what comes after, ya’ know? I’m sorry if i sound like a whiny ***** but yeah
I feel a bit better now that i let that out.
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I think it’s good to think of others, but ultimately what matters is you. Are you satisfied with the things you do? If you are then everyone else can just get over it. Sounds like you’re angry, just get out of a fight? lol go ahead and rage let your feelings out
“Are you satisfied with the things you do?” to be honest, I’m not really sure how to answer that question. And i guess you can call it a fight lol
I completely understand where your coming from, like seriously… This is the story of my life… I dissapoint everyone because I’m different, because I dont look like your “stereotypical” girl, i have strechers and piercings and im bisexual… You, my dear, are someone I could/can relate to…
i’m really sorry that you get judged just because your bi and you have stretched ears and piercings. I accept you for who you are love.