Um I really dont know where to begin! I guess everyone is pretty much here because we are having the same thoughts or has someone close to us having the same thoughts. I swear I feel lost because how can I not go to anyone in my family, but I feel so comfortable speaking with total strangers LOL but here goes! I am 24 years old and I feel like I have reached my limit. I feel as if my expiration date has arrived and it is time for me to go home to my maker. I don’t want to ever sound like a complainer but life has dealt me sum shitty hands excuse my language. I have always been picked on and teased throughout life, I cannot find a job or career that suites me, I am a straight liability to my family, I hate the way I look, I hate the way I feel. I feel like I am so low that I cant even see the bottom at all. But yet I have read some of the stories up here and I feel as if I want to reach out to everyone here and try to uplift your spirits. Call me crazy LOL but that’s just me. Heaven can you hear me!!!