hopeless
i am shocked at this ability to type
i feel completely lifeless
how could i possibly move when i am so horribly heavy,
too heavy to budge
i wish i could turn into a wall so i could observe the world and never move or speak and nothing much would be expected of me.
i can keep secrets and be painted to look pretty, and i’ll hold your pictures and shelves,
if only you leave me be
i need company tonight
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Don’t feel bad. Sometimes I wish being a wall too. Seems like such an easy life. You have us, at least I’m here.
if i was a wall i could still be silent and isolated, but i wouldn’t be invisible.
you can’t disregard a wall.
Darko I’m here too. Keeping you company.
thank you jael, i’m having a hard time falling asleep
how are you doing tonight?
This was poetic. It was almost beautiful in a darkened sense. Although you may not feel at your best, at least you are capable of making your words have some beauty in them. You and I can relate on that.
@pyraminparties
i love writing but i sometimes feel like i don’t know how to make words sound beautiful anymore. your comment means a lot, i sincerely thank you.