I don’t even know why I made this. I’m just so depressed right now. Even when I’m happy I could kill myself. Honestly the only reason I’m still here is my family. They’ve already been through so much shit. And I don’t want them to blame themselves. But I’m just always so fuking sad. I don’t see my life ever changing. Isn’t it wrong to keep someone here who hates it so much? I think so. I’ve been trying for so long, but things never get better, only worse. I’m sacred about what comes after death though ya know? I just want to die and be gone. I can barely even get out of bed anymore. It fucking hurts to breathe. I constantly feel like tearing my skin open. What made me turn out this why. Why can’t I be a normal 16 year old whose happy and not always contemplating suicide
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Yeah I know exactly what you feel like, the only that is stoping me is that my family has been though a lot, my sister tried to commit suicide as well, it’s not that as well, i just can’t and I don’t know what to tell you, not a single inspiring thing to say all that I know is that if you ever need some one to talk to and your by your self then tell me, I will talk to you, I know it sounds cheesy but I don’t know what to do with myself and I don’t like to be noisy but if you just need a friend to talk to about anything I am always here. Steph
i know exactly how you feel, i feel the same way, it’s a constant struggle everyday. i feel though, if things could get better, i wouldn’t feel this way, but i dont see anything getting better. is there anyone you are close with that you can talk to, maybe someone who could sit and listen and not judge? i think everyone needs that. its a way to vent and get all of our feelings out instead of bottling them up inside, and then exploding.