I´m thinking more than ever of that sensation you get when the blood is running down, that is what i would like to feel right now to function again. every week that goes by a part of me gets lost in the air, i don’t know how much is left but one thing i know for sure is i need to get out of life. everything is so fucked up right now that i don’t even want to pretend is not, i haven’t slept in days and my body is getting tired, my mind already gave up. but thas the thing, the cut itself would make me wake up, and keep on lying to everyone tha i’m a normal person with  normal life, just to improve my plan so that way i can’t miss.