I’m going crazy again.
The thoughts are coming back .. I feel like I’m so close to the edge right now, and the littlest thing is getting ready to appear and push me over.
I’m tired of going through this same process over and over, everyday. I’m tired of crying and asking why all of this is happening. Why, especially when I was starting to feel better, why did things just have to spiral back down again. I’m seriously about to blow up. I’m tired…