Hello…I’ve never been on something like this…But here it goes…
I was with this guy for almsot 4 years…I really, really fucking love him…The second week of school…He doesn’t talk to me, hold me, hold my hand, hug me, or anything…In first hour he left…I get a text saying that he is breaking up with me….He quit his job, quit school, and broke up with me…I cut……..We met up so I could give some of this things back…..He said he still loves me, hopes for a future, only me, blah blah blah………..He starts dating someone else…………..Someone that has an STD…..they’ve been fucking around and everything since he dumped me………He broke up with me for her……..She’s older…He HATES that shit……………..I read messages between them…………Broke down, couldn’t breathe, and my arm…is all full of cuts from my wrist to elbow………I just don’t want to be around anymore…………
If I talk about maybe being with someone else…He get’s pissed and shit………..I just want to fucking leave………….He’s fucked me up…And I’m worse than what I was when we first started dating………….
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While you may not believe this right now, time and distance can dull the pain you’re feeling over the breakup with this guy. Four years is a long time, you can get attached to a person and forget what life was like before you were a couple… trust me, I’ve been there. Thing is, even though it feels like the end of everything right now, you can get through this bad shit. You’re obviously someone who feels things pretty deeply, and that ain’t always a bad thing. It means you can feel the good stuff strongly too. Someone else down the road is gonna appreciate that, even if this guy doesn’t. I think…maybe the best thing you can do for yourself is distance yourself from your ex, who is definitely sending you mixed messages and has no business being pissed at you for trying to move on. That’s just fucked up. You are valuable and deserve more than that.