I have been doing research for over a week on the best way to kill one self. Amf there just doesn’t seem to be an actual way to do it without serious planning. Pills apparently don’t work. I can’t afford a gun. And te drugs that are supposed to work are impossible to obtain  so seriously what is a girl supposed to do!!!!
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A lot of us are on the same boat. I wish it would sail towards peace but it won’t do it so easily. It is really hard and painful to live but it seems that it’s even harder and just as painful to die. There’s no escape really. I am going to try to continue with this torture see if there’s a rope for me somewhere to get out of this hole. I don’t have much hope but throwing myself out the window feels more impossible for me to be capable of than going on with this misery at this point. I hate the fact that I don’t have it in me to jump.