I don’t know why, but I can’t be happy. Seriously, everything is very well in my life, but.. I just can’t be happy.
I have only a few friends. They are not the best friends You can get and I feel lonely sometimes, but they are good for me. Still, they don’t make me happy.
I have a boyfriend and he says that he loves me. He tries hard for me. Many girls are jealous for me. But.. he doesn’t make me happy.
I’m pretty. Everyone tells me so. But.. I don’t feel pretty enough.
My life is good. So why do I want to die so bad? Why I’m thinking about killing myself so much? Sometimes I think that I shouldn’t be alive…
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Sometimes we just feel as though there is no reason to move on. To just live. I have no real reason to keep living but I am still here and I have no idea why. I feel like I have no motivation to stay alive. I used to cut and it was a relief for me but now I just can’t bring myself to cutting again. I just want to die, like you. I am not pretty and don’t have a significant other but I do have amazing friends who try to understand me. I used to hate my mother, i think. But right now my life is good. But for some reason I want to drop dead. I don’t want to exist. I am not happy, Iam just here alive with nothing to live for. I feel you but I don;t know what to tell you since I am going through the same.