I’m just in outcast living in the shadows. I get bullied and teased everyday. I have no one there for me. My family has given up on me and moved on. Because of my past and my mistakes I have no friends. I try and make things right but its impossible. Everyone says to never look back but its hard NOT to look back on the things you regret. Ive already tried to commiit suicide in April and nobody knows. I’m planning on doing it again because I have nothing to lose.. If I killed myself tonight everything would still be the same. There still would be stars in the sky, the Earth would still be rotating and time would still be moving forward. It would still be the same if I commited suicide and there would be less pain and one more person not to worry about. I rest my case..
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I tried to kill myself about 7 years ago. I failed to do so as well. I can’t say now to you that “things will get better”. Being picked on, feeling worthless is all too well known to me I still feel that way. But I continue to press on. I can only rely on hope that things will turn out alright. You have to start looking for inner happiness, and stop letting others opinions constitute your how fulfilling your life is. You have to be happy with yourself, and screw what others feel. What things in your life make you happy?
Sports makes me happy. I’m on the volleyball and basketball team but even my teamates bully me.. Its everywhere I go.