Im 38 , been on my own from 16 to now. No family and no one to talk to. no one who cares just people who show caring in my desperate time of wanting to die. Im sick of fake and im over needing others. I attempted death last night by slicking my wrist 35 times. That was just the first attempt by the way more are to come. It is just a matter of time for me. The pain and hurt is to much to bare and being alone is far from what i can handle anymore. My whole life others have look at my appearance and thought wow this guy is hot, no one gives a shit about me on the inside and that hurts bad. For those who want to die i feel your pain and would say follow through. If it doesn’t work the first time keep trying. You will soon enough rid yourself of the pain and bs of life. Its not an easy way out , there is nothing easy about it rather its a smart way to go . I understand you!
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i’m sorry that you’re feeling lonely and unloved at the moment. i haven’t got any advice other than to say keep getting out there and trying to meet people. there is no magical quick fix.
perfect idea
I am your same age and feel the same way about myself and life. Most people think it’s the “right thing” to try and discourage you from wanting to die. I am not that person. If I feel like you have hope, I’d give you hope but if you seem to know this is what you want, I respect your wish. Try and research a good way to go before you try again cause I wouldn’t want you to wind up in a even worse situation. There are others like you, I am one of them, if that’s of any consolation.
I meant to say if people have hope, I will encourage them to go on but if they don’t I respect their decision.
i have hope!
Yes,indeed.Time is running out fast.I fear I’m going to get old and still be the same
true that!