I Don’t Feel Anything

I don’t really feel like doing anything. My mind is numb. My mom is annoying. What the hell. A moment ago I was trying to find enjoyment from the music I like to listen to and the books I like to read but I just wasn’t feeling it as much as before maybe. There’s so much I’m supposed to do but I don’t want to do any of it. Maybe I’m just lazy. But every day is the same as the day before. I mean what’s the point? I’m not that old yet but I feel old. I just don’t have the energy or the motivation or the ambition. And that matters to nobody. I think I’m going to go sleep.