I try to smile, and say I’m fine. It’s ust getting harder to do. I’m cutting more then offen, and I’m cutting deeper. The blood gushes out and I feel better but only for a hour or two. Maybe I should just die, just let me bleed to death. I’m sick of being that perfect girl but I can’t seem to let go. I want to but I can’t. I need all the prizes, trips, awards, and fake love. It’s what’s killing me and keeping me alive.
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i know how you feel honest i don’t cut my self but i have other methonds that i don’t wanna think about but anyway. i’m here for you! people look at me like im suppose to be always laughing adn smilling and happie because thats what they now about me thats what ive been my whole life and i have to try to keep that up too. but it gets easier TRUST ME!!! last week i was going to kill myself over the weekend but something inside of me changed that i want to fight and im not going down without a chance/fight!!! please just breathe and everything will be ok, ALL OF US ARE YOU FOR YOU WE ALL ARE GOING THROUGH THE SAME THING…. WE’RE TRYING TO SURIVE!!!! IF YOU TAKE ANYTHING AWAY FROM THIS JUST TAKE THIS: pLEASE DON’T KILL YOURSELF ADN IM HERE FOR YOU I LOVEEE YOU MOREE THAN MY F-ING SELF!!! I PROMIS<333
You shouldn’t die, you are here because you are a fighter..you are here because someone needs you or WILL need you eventually, you are incredible just the way you are, your defects makes you human, you don’t have to be perfect, you have to be yourself and keep fighting i know it isn’t easy but you are not alone and you will NEVER be alone, trust me, don’t give up, we’re here fighting the battle with you. YOU ARE STRONG, AND YOU ARE NOT ALONE ALWAYS REMEMBER THAT
Thanks I just need real friends right now. I know they all preternd to like me because “i have the power” its just bs!
I try to fight, I’ve been trying for so long