Some say it’s a beautiful lie, others say it’s a horrible lie…But I agree with the horrible lie…How happy I act…I guess this is why I am going to be an actor when I am older…no matter how happy I look…inside…my heart is crushed and my soul is shattered…I am really hurt…and somehow…I have these five great friends and a therapist…along with a great teacher…but this just…hurts…
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You got 5 good friends, I don’t hardly have any.
Be glad for them. They will help you.
See…I want too…but most of them are going to leave soon…Army wise…And when that happens, I’ll just feel lonely again…I already feel lonely, just not as bad…and it tears me apart…yeah I am trying to be me everyday and be around them as well but…I just want to cry so badly, but not a tear will come out…