Does anyone else get this way? That when you’re feeling a little better you feel more likely to attempt suicide than when you’re feeling crappy? Maybe it’s because when I’m feeling good I have more energy, so I feel like I will have the strength and willpower to carry out my suicide. Or maybe it’s because I want to end it all on a good note, rather than spend my last moments in a miserable fog.
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Oh yes! When I feel good, I think more clearly, and see that, the only logical move to take is to kill myself. Because of reasons, clear reasons for me.
Absolutely! And it’s a good, liberating feeling when I feel clearheaded about it, and that I might have the willpower to carry it out!