Hi I’m new. I don’t really know what I should be saying. I don’t even know what led me here. A lot is going on. Usually I sit hard as stone, an expressionless look on my face and deal w/ everything. I have done it for years. I have no family left. I’m just another teenager in a foster home. I know people have worse situations than me. But I never knew I could hurt this much. Every night I just cry myself to sleep. I’m afraid of being put in another bad home. I’m afraid of what might be coming next. I’m breaking inside. Pieces are being held together by a single string. It’s only a matter of time before I completely fall apart and I’m beginning to think that isn’t such a bad thing….
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Please keep positive. Its okay to cry I do it all the time. Things can get better all you have to do is believe. Please believe in something. No one deserves to be depressed and down. Please email me if u need to vent or talk. Arielgrn@gmail.com
Don’t minimize your situation. All our situations are unique to us even if they sharw similarities with others experiences. Trust me my situation isnt even bad. I come from a good home. Suicidal people come from all walks of life. I’m sorry to read that you’ve been put in bad homes. I’m sure it hasnt been easy being a foster child. You know you only have to last till you are 18. Then if you did well enough in school you can go to a university. Theres a lot of scholarships just for foster kids. Just keep your head up and survive.
Thank you. I guess I just always feel like i’m not that important and I’m just overreacting about things. I guess but I have a few more months till i even turn 17. And really moving arond to all different homes makes it hard to keep the grades up… But your comment did make me feel a bit better thanks 🙂
We all overreact sometimes. You have a right to feel the way you do though. Life can just really be horrible at times. We must act rationally and consider what we’re feeling and why before we act on thise feelings. I’m being hypocritical since I don’t do that but still. And hey a few months till 17? Nice almost there. And hey as long as you keep a decent GPA you can get accepted somewhere. I had horrible grades and got accepted into like 7 universities.
hey ,u just hold on till u can take control of urself and try to battle ur situation, u are only as strong as u believe you are and u are young dont give up on urself, am sure amazing. An ur fear is what makes u strong embrace it and never let it win . An by the way u can post what ever you want here, here ur free to be urself someone will always listen.