I try to not think or face anything. If i say it it will become true, and why make it true if your starting to believe your own lies? Its so much better living in the dark pretening then facing the ugly truth. I think to myself live through the day, cut away, everything will be fine, I wont eat, or sleep, I’ll put on my fake smile and act like the person everyone thinks I am. “She’s perfect” they say. Beauty, intellegance, they say I have it all. While in truth I’m dying, I have scars, bruses, cuts, and my memories. They don’t know nothing, they don’t know what I go through, yet everyone decides something about me. I just can’t do it, it’s to much that they expect. I’ve been hurt so many times, I don’t know what to believe anymore. They say their there for me then when something goes wrong they leave, I love and they hurt me, I trust and they show me I shouldn’t. I never can win.
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U will never win, as long as you have expectations. Because no one will ever live up to expectations. Don’t expect anything from anyone. Be a leaf on the wind. Go with the flow, don’t overanalyse. Don’t judge your worth based on what other people are prepared to give you.