im soo done! i just came home from dance i made the second line! i never make the second line im always in the first adn guesse what my mom said when i told her ” serosuly! we have to get you privates you better make it into the front line or else all of the money ive put into ur dance is wasted” and all i could think was thanks that makes me feel so much better adn then i started to cry adn she was like “im telling u the truth honey…. now dont cry like a little baby and pull yourself together do you want people to see you at a weak moment because if you do then your not coming into the store wit hme” i HATE MY LIFE.Â
BUT ATLEAST I DID SOMETHING GOOD TODAY I SAW A KID BEING BULLIED IN THE LUNCH LINE BEHIND ME AND I LET HIM GO IN FRONT OF ME BECAUSE I KNOW HOW CRUEL PEOPLE CAN BE.
WHY I HATE MY LIFE:
1. I’M SELFCOUNSIS I WEIGH 95 LBS NOW:'( (MY MOM WEIGHS ME EVERYWEEK AND THIS WEEK SHE TOLD ME I NEED TO LOSE 5 POUNDS OR IM GROUNDED
2. I KEEP ON DIGGIN MY SELF INTO THIS WHOLE AND I CAN’T GET OUT EVERYTIME I THINK I SEE THE LIGHT IT GET SNATCHED FROM ME AND I END UP FALLING ON MY BUT
3. I HAVE NO FRIENDS THEY ALL HATE ME NOW AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY
4. I CAN’T GET SLEEP LAST NIGHT I ONLY GOT THREE HOURS I
5. I MISS MY GREAT GRANDPA HE WAS THE ONLY ONE TO BELIVE IN MEÂ RIP<3 AND HES THE BEST GUARDIAN ANGLE
6. I FEEL LIKE IM FAILING EVERYONE 7. MOST OF ALL I WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY.
I CAN’T WAIT TILL THE WEEKEND ILL SEE YOU SOON GRANDPA<33
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Reading about what you don’t like about your own life, and trying to help, you should think about this: Do you think that your grandfather would like that you see him soon using that solution?
I dont’t know its just so hard and i miss him soo much.