Hang on.
That’s all I ask.
There’s nothing wrong with hurting, and it’s doubly tough when you don’t feel like you can talk to anyone (AHH the wonders of anonymity)… It’s choosing to hold on to the pain, rather than stand up and make the changes so that you can enjoy your life, that is the problem.
Throw out the mask.. Be You.. It’s more precious than all the currency on the planet.
I almost certain that every one on this site isn’t all that happy, so you’re not alone. Perhaps if you find anyone in a near the same experience on this site it may help you feel better…?
“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.â€
― Elbert Hubbard
There are good people out there, and in here. It’s tough to find them.
And I politely disagree that you have to find someone in the same experience. Sometimes it’s better to find out that people from the “greener” side of the fence can feel just as crappy.
I don’t doubt there are people on there like me, it’s just the fact of looking for them. I’m tired of trying, with everything. I’m just tired of it al.
SO FLOW… I emphasize as much for you as for myself.
I spend so much time clawing against what already IS. You can’t change the past, and you cant influence fact.. We just can’t.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.”
It’s been around for quite some time, and if you don’t like the idea of God, you can omit that until (if/when) you decide to change your mind.
it’s simple, and easy to remember, and it’s a great way to just clear you mind, if only for a moment.
She smiles, I cry.
She’s brave, I’m shy.
She loves, I’m alone.
She’s amazing, I’m unknown.
She’s beautiful, I’m a mess.
She’s happy, I’m depressed.
She’s a fake, I am real.
My mask is perfect, she hides me.
The mask, a way to trick the people that care, that your okay. When you really mean I need help. It destroys not only the outside but the inside of your heart to. A way to trick the one person that is real in your life.
Nope, I don’t see it. All I see is a light in them eyes of your’s sorry but I don’t see worthless anywhere. Mask are fun to wear for a little bit, but sooner or later they’re meant to be put down to see the real beauty of the person.
I know you’re scared, but no one ever made a splash by staying safe… All the greats.. not a one stayed in their comfort zone. And for us, our comfort zone is that much worse. We become comfortable, and come to take a sick pleasure out of feeling miserable. “Happy” is scary to me. I’ll admit it. It’s been forever since I’ve seen it’s borders…
You look happy,but who knows.I usedto put on a fakes mile but it gets too painful in the end.Just go with how you feel.If you want to look unhappy it doesn’t matter
It helps at least what I can tell from what happened to me and my friends. It may seem a little stupid but it really worked for me. So, I hope it works for you.
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Aww =)
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You should smile more often, it’s cute 🙂
Although, I have to smile everyday and still feel like shit on the inside….
Yah, I’ve become good a fake smiling..
Lucky you have a fake smile-you still online?
Yah, I am.
I’m don’t want to invade your personal life or anything but when did you begin to feel this way?
I’ve been feeling like this for awhile, just in the past year it’s gotten bad.
You have a beautiful smile. Never lose that light that shines from withing you that I can see in this picture.
I’m just not that happy anymore…like it hurts to put “that mask” on..
Hang on.
That’s all I ask.
There’s nothing wrong with hurting, and it’s doubly tough when you don’t feel like you can talk to anyone (AHH the wonders of anonymity)… It’s choosing to hold on to the pain, rather than stand up and make the changes so that you can enjoy your life, that is the problem.
Throw out the mask.. Be You.. It’s more precious than all the currency on the planet.
The me is sad and depressed. Also very scarred up. No one wants to see ANY of that.
I almost certain that every one on this site isn’t all that happy, so you’re not alone. Perhaps if you find anyone in a near the same experience on this site it may help you feel better…?
Maybe.. :/
Are you still in school?
“A friend is someone who knows all about you and still loves you.â€
― Elbert Hubbard
There are good people out there, and in here. It’s tough to find them.
And I politely disagree that you have to find someone in the same experience. Sometimes it’s better to find out that people from the “greener” side of the fence can feel just as crappy.
Yes, I’m 17 and a senior this year.
I don’t doubt there are people on there like me, it’s just the fact of looking for them. I’m tired of trying, with everything. I’m just tired of it al.
I know. But you have somewhere to go. Whatever it is that you’re studying.
Ive been so side tracked that school is slipping. My grades are shit.
SO FLOW… I emphasize as much for you as for myself.
I spend so much time clawing against what already IS. You can’t change the past, and you cant influence fact.. We just can’t.
“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.”
It’s been around for quite some time, and if you don’t like the idea of God, you can omit that until (if/when) you decide to change your mind.
it’s simple, and easy to remember, and it’s a great way to just clear you mind, if only for a moment.
Be that as it may, you still have a future ahead of you. We all create our own futures. You can change the one you’re seeing now, if you like.
I feel dumb.
No I feel pathetic.
So do I. Pathetic. But you can still make it.
I wish I could see what you guys see in me.
She smiles, I cry.
She’s brave, I’m shy.
She loves, I’m alone.
She’s amazing, I’m unknown.
She’s beautiful, I’m a mess.
She’s happy, I’m depressed.
She’s a fake, I am real.
My mask is perfect, she hides me.
I thought I told you to throw the mask out…
the exposure might hurt for a little but, but hiding behind the mask kills your soul, and makes you feel like crap.
I’m too afraid to, please understand that.. :'(
What do I see in you? You’re what I once was before I became the evil thing that I am. I don’t normally do this but I want to help you.
The mask, a way to trick the people that care, that your okay. When you really mean I need help. It destroys not only the outside but the inside of your heart to. A way to trick the one person that is real in your life.
Iwillbehere, See, I’m just worthless. 🙁 I’m just full of pain, I just…ah…
Quiet, thanks..
Worthless, full of pain like you’re just about to explode…? Yes I know. Any time-gmail.
Nope, I don’t see it. All I see is a light in them eyes of your’s sorry but I don’t see worthless anywhere. Mask are fun to wear for a little bit, but sooner or later they’re meant to be put down to see the real beauty of the person.
Yes. Take heed of what Iwillbehere said.
I’ll think about it guys…
Really think of the words, see how much people care.
I know there’s a few people that care..
Someone will always care.
Few? No, no, no…Lot more than that.
Good…
I know you’re scared, but no one ever made a splash by staying safe… All the greats.. not a one stayed in their comfort zone. And for us, our comfort zone is that much worse. We become comfortable, and come to take a sick pleasure out of feeling miserable. “Happy” is scary to me. I’ll admit it. It’s been forever since I’ve seen it’s borders…
I haven’t been in since….
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….uh, I can’t even remeber!
Neither can I, and I’ve got 8 years on you. It’s not the end of the world. It’s my past. It does not define me, nor does it determine my future.
I’m gonna steal that sentence, is that okay? I wanna write it on my wall..
Absolutely.
Just don’t claim that you wrote it… 😉
Hows this sound..
“It’s not the end of the world. It’s my past. It does not define me, nor does it determine my future.”
-COA
Sounds good to me… 🙂
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You look happy,but who knows.I usedto put on a fakes mile but it gets too painful in the end.Just go with how you feel.If you want to look unhappy it doesn’t matter
I hate being unhappy, but yet….ah idk.
Than think why your so unhappy and try to fix it?
There’s ALOT that makes me unhappy.
Well there was a lot for me too, but write it all down on a paper take inventory. Sort your head out?
I suppose I can do that..
It helps at least what I can tell from what happened to me and my friends. It may seem a little stupid but it really worked for me. So, I hope it works for you.
Well thank you.