Sitting here alone in a parking lot in the middle of the night wondering what it would be like if I could just post my location on the net and have someone –a stranger– come along and shoot me in the head about 8 times. Some sicko can get off without fear of being caught as there would be no connection between us and I could escape this life without leaving the legacy of suicide for my kids.
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I have had thoughts like those. Mostly my thoughts are about walking into a busy street in front of a bus or a truck. Give it a little while, sleep on it, and oddly enough you will find that your mind isn’t in the same place and that thought that you just had today, will become a “crazy thought” of the past.I’m sure you want to see your kid’s every day. There must be someone or something that puts a smile on your face.If this random killer actually did come up to you, surprisingly enough your body will probably suddenly fight to want to stay alive.
If I lived near you I would probably go but I wouldn’t kill you I would just try to find a way we can both die
It is amazing to me to be able to be honest about things like this and find people who get it.
how does the lack of connection stop your killer from being caught? they can still be traced in the same ways that any murderer can. i have very little respect for people who jump in front of trains or buses and cause innocent people to be harmed, mentally or physically, as a result of their suicide attempt. there is no need for such selfishness.
I agree, OB1. I assume the killer wants to kill and if he doesn’t come close to the car and has no connection with me for anyone to trace, he should get away scot free. No witnesses, no fingerprint or fiber evidence, no DNA, and no connection to me the police could find. Not looking to hurt him, just to let us each do what we so want.