Not sure I want to hang myself. I’m hoping i have to avoid that method as it is rather scary. I am barred from buying a gun. That seems like it would be easiest considering we can’t get barbiturates. I have a ******** tank setup all ready to go but alarm, panic, and lots of air hunger came about.
So I just got back from scouting two areas that would support a 6 foot hang drop. I found a couple places in a heavily wooded recreational area 15 minutes from my house. 3 swing sets that have a horizontal pole about 11 feet across would be ideal but i need to do it without the rangers interrupting me. The park closes at 11PM. I would need to get by 20 foot aluminum extension ladder off my roof rack and race over to the swing set and this would require time. Another area i found is a pavilion with overhead beams about 15 feet high. If i use this area it would be harder for them to detect me.
My God what a nightmare my life is.
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I understand working out a plan even if it’s distasteful. It can give a sense of peace. With the difficulties you had with the ********, I gotta wonder if suffocation is the right method. Unfortunately, if hanging doesn’t break your neck, you suffocate. Why are you barred from buying a gun?
i’m under disability as judged by a judge. plus i got into trouble with the law 20 years ago. anyone sentenced even if it’s suspended which it was to one year or more can’t own a gun
@Mike777, Luckystar is right. A much slower and scarier suffocation will follow after dropping from hanging if your neck doesn’t break :(. According to your posts what is supposed to be the “best realistic method” is far from good… That’s the reason I am still here. I hope you find peace soon.