Ok. Well I’m 14. Everyone thinks I’m so so happy and I I want is to die. Yes like get the pills and go for ever. I’m really thinking about it. Everyone thinks I’m so good. So happy. Loving my perfect life. Noone knows not my mom or dad. Not even my best friend. I can’t tell anyone or I really will be weird. My mom would think I’m joking. And I’m not close to her like that.. I have problems with how I look I’m too fat. I’m like 5’8 and 135lbs I need to be bones. I envy people that have Ana I wish I did. I just like food too much. This girl at school always tells me to go die and I want to. I just need to tell someone and I have no one so this is me telling no one. No one cares. I know I’m only 14 but I am having a really hard time.
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i have had the same thoughts as you but you have a whole life to live and spend with people that love you. right now might be hard but trust me, its worth bushing through! you will get through this stuff and when you do you will be a stronger person! there are so many people that love you, even if you feel like no one cares they do, they really do. i started to talk about how i felt and people really show how much they care. right now your probably thinking that if they really cared they would notice that your feeling this way, but the truth is they cant read your mind. they dont know what your thinking and i know how easy it is to hide the thoughts you have. stay strong and pull through, trust me it will be worth it
dont kill yourself, ive been in ur position, except i got raped and thats y i wanted to kill myself, i’m not going to tell you that things will get better in a matter of weeks but i will tell you that there is so much more to live for, your life won’t always be this way unless you let it be that way. Talk to me anytime you need to, i am here for you
I am 13 ad have the same problem I am alone and don’t wanna live anymore I can’t tell anyone about nothing and am also jelous of all those skinny people.
Please just don’t kill yourself. I sometimes think about what the reaction to my suicide would be and almost want my family to experience it so that it will prove the level of pain I was in. I will not accomplish anything by doing this. I am sure that you know about God, to what extent I don’t know, but He loves you and wants to hear from you that there is nothing left to turn to, so He can send His Holy Spirit to comfort you. I’m not saying just do that and everything will be great, I am suicidal as well, though Christ does promise to give peace during the dark periods in our life. What it takes from us is abandoning our old ways and seeking God daily. When we believe lies it is very hard to recognize truth, but the word of God (the Bible) will reveal all truth. Please think about this or just simply pray and know that there is hope.I’m sorry if Christianity offends you I just want to help.I have had severe depression and panic disorder for seven years and can safely tell you the only thing that will permanently help is the grace and love of Christ Jesus.
Awww, tell your parents about how you feel if not mom then dad. If you think your fat then do some exercises, you can also go to the dr to check to see if you actually are fat or just a going through a growing phase.