I understand that pain myself, but you cant just give up. I understand that your miserable but you should hold on for that day when you will see her again, imgine how great it will be to hug her again, dont give up on life, hold on to the love and not the pain. How would see feel if anything happended to you.

Then maybe you should embrace your difference, you are bisexual, own it, dont be ashamed of it, they can only hurt you and bully you if you feel ashamed of your sexuality. If you embrace it and love it, then you will be above the taunts.

There is alot of haters out there who are going to hat on you. they are bad people. I am a good person, listen to me, there is nothing wrong with you, we are all different. Sure god may have been drinking when he was setting your sexual presferences, but you cant help that or how you feel.

Please dont become another suicide figure. Own who you are. True love is worth waiting for, you may not see her today or tomorrow, but you will see her again.

I hope my words provide some small measure of comfort.

ILU