Almost time

lol bro calm down you don’t even know me or my life. There isn’t a single person on this earth that gives a crap about me. I don’t talk to a single person every day that goes by and every person I ever cared about has left me to pretty much die. No one cares about me. Obviously my parents do because they are my parents, but they haven’t shown a single care or fuck for years, they don’t do anything for me and when they do its because they feel obligated, not because they care. If I go they will all regret their decisions and what do I care? I’m at peace. No one can even see how much pain I’m in or even care to do try and do anything about it. I have a million medical and mental problems just stacking up that cost hundreds of dollars and they are only just realizing this because of how much money its costing and half of it still isn’t even being solved. I still haven’t even seen my doctor to get meds, and every day that goes by no body give any more of a fuck, while I sit and my depression gets worse and worse. But they will regret it.
Why would someone copy me? If someone wants to cause someone pain with their death then they want to do that, and they are messed up. I never said that I wanted to hurt my parents so don’t put words in my mouth, I said that they will only give a shit when its to late, and that’s their own to regret. But isn’t that always the case? I’m not going to try and make someone care about me, I’m sick of it, I want someone to love me on their own. There is no one..