Im always so alone I think thats something that also makes me think about suicide I feel like no one cares about me..because no one even bothers to talk to me..at school all day I probably only talk to one person a day only because there forced to talk to me.. Even If I try to talk to someone they don’t listen they just walk away..I feel like everyone hates me for no reason.. I don’t stink..I’m not that ugly..I’m not stupid..I don’t know why they don’t want to talk to me.. It’s just one of things that makes me even more deppressed..:(
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Hello Alone,
High school is a hard time. You say you are smart. Ignore the non-responsive ones and concentrate on your studies. Learn from teachers. I hope you have good ones. Go on to a Junior College or College. Few of us find perfection in relationships, but you have a good chance to live a good life; and once you get beyond high school to find friends and perhaps more.
I realize that’s what I need to do but it’s just so hard when you don’t even have that one person to talk to but yourself..thank you for your advice though
Maybe try to be happy. I’ve noticed that when you’re sad, people just ignore you and don’t care. Put on a fake smile even if you’re sad. Try to make people like you- If you’re good at art, draw in class, they’ll like you for that. Or sport, intelligence even. I don’t know. Making friends is hard and there are always the right ones there, but don’t hang out with those bitchy, ‘popular’ people. They’ll just put you down. And if things are not good at your school, move schools maybe. Sorry, i’m no good at giving advice 🙂
Gumpy
You make valid points but you have been dealing with suicid for about 7 years now it’s hard to put on a fake smile when you really just want to break down and cry with your razor to your skin
i cant say i know exsactly what you feel , but i feel the same
Every day i go to school every morning i wake up every minute i just wish i was dead ,itÅ› getting worse every day , i have nobody to talk to in school i have no friends there (i moved im in new school) everybody knows each other since kindergarden but i dont know anybody i been going to my new school for few monts now.. and dont get me wrong i have tried starting up a conversation i have been smily ,friendly …. but its getting harder to smile when i just want to scream to everybodys face that i just want to die… the pain inside me is tearing me apart , its not like they are mean to me they i just dont connect whit them and i should not care i could just go to school every day do my things and go home…but i cant i just cant i dont feel happiness anymore..i dont want to do anything i just want the pain to end, and this is the only site that i feel like people understand me here, sorry im not very good in english…
I fEel your pain you basically explaind my situation with better detail I just want you to know that you are not alone there are other people who feel the same..