My best friends father died a few days ago. She was the only one I ever confided in. Now shes out of commission for a little while, which is understandable. I’ve been running around helping with anything and everything I can do but it’s hard to keep going sometimes.
My other “best friend” hasn’t made an effort to talk to me in days. I’m done with it. He knows my best friends dad died. He can’t even make a ten minute phone call to see if I’m okay? It just isn’t okay.
The days make me numb and not from the cold air. just from all the bullshit.