I don’t know where to begin but I’m just going to JumpStart. My step dad just had a stroke and my moms spending every night at the hospital for a month. She says that he needs her and that I don’t and that seeing her for an hour is enough. My sister has anger issues and she usually takes it out on me and tells me so much stuff that I wish I hadn’t herd like her abortion. My mom and my sister are always yelling in front of me and it gets brutal. I see my normal dad once a year and I don’t think he really cares about me. So I’m with my grandparents and their wonderful people but they expect me to be fine.Not only am I having family issues my grades are in the gutter. No matter how much I study I seem to fail in every class. My teachers have told me that if i dont get it i will never get it and that what i say makes no scence.Its also really hard to talk to people at school because they seem so stuck up like its a hastle to talk to me and I hate it. So yes I actually want to die so it can all stop because it feels like I’m being dragged every where and holidays and celebrations don’t mean anything any more and I can’t stop thinking about what I could have done in a situation. So please I just need some andvise.
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id start with the book of john in the bible and make jesus ur friend ..and just remember people with guilt dont like u cuz ur a good person and…… they use u as a mirror …its called……. the mirror theory ….. look it up .and it will help u ..,.,.,.. ur one of Gods children ..,.,,..and there just ………a creation of God …… there is a difference in the tooo people use u for ur energy like a blood sucker so just hang in there ,,if i were u id start going to a spirit filled church ……………..look up the mirror theory and it will make u self aware of there guilt lol and God bless u i will pray for u
Have you tried finding someone you can talk to about your problems, like maybe a school psychologist. I know it sounds kind of stupid, but I find it really helps if you can unload some of your pain and tell someone else how you’re feeling in a safe environment.