i just need someone

i wasnt molested as a child. i dont cut. i dont eat too much or not enough.

i’m just not right. dying seems better than feeling like there is this big monster eating you up inside. theres no specific reason that i feel like this- i just do, and once you start to feel like this, its damn hard to stop. i want to go back to being me.. not this shell of a person.

i guess all im trying to say is .. i need someone. anyone to talk to. maybe you could help.