I’m not sure how long it’s been since I posted. I tried to end it on the 16th of October I believe and survived. Now I’m here. I’ve come along way in the past not quiet a month. Or has it been a month? I’m not sure what the date is today. I’ve sort of lost all track of time. But I’ve been better. A lot better. I dated someone. It was nice to feel appreciated and to think that someone found me attractive. He treated me pretty well for those two short weeks. My parents haven’t fought with me much lately and frankly all my stress is kind of just dieing off. It’s like god is pushing all the clouds right out of my little world and sending me rainbows and unicorns and sunshine and happiness. I’m here. I can’t say much more then that really..
I. Am. Here….
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Good to hear you are on the way to a better life. Isn’t it funny how the mind tells you it is absolutley hopeless and then in a short while things are better. Just got to hang in there sometimes. Not literally. lol
Breediesxx, Don’t feel like the lone ranger a lot of us are still here!
I’m glad things are looking up for you.