Hey guys,
I am mentally ill and keep hurting those around me. I have adult adhd and have successfully pushed away anyone that ever cared for me. My place is a mess, I have no degree, no livelyhood, no job and no hope for the future. All I have is pain. I finally got pills for my condition on monday but by then it was too late. My outburts of rudeness and my depression over the death of my cat finally pushed my girlfriend, who had at one time wanted to marry me and who I loved more than anything, away.
I am sure this is what I want.
I came across the Helium hood method while trying to find information on cyanide. It seems like a good way to go, and I think its the trip for me. I came across the helium kit w 50 ballons and ribbons and I am wondering if this would be enough or if I would need more, and how many tanks I might need, and any other good info. I would like my trip to be as painless and well planned as possible.
Thanks guys.
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Reading your story, I just don’t know what to say. I’m so sorry you have decided to finally “rest”, it breaks my heart seeing people in situations like this. I’m also contemplating going forward on my impulse to off myself, but I just can’t seem to go along with it.
You need to understand, it honestly does take time. Before you attempt anything, ask youself, is there anyway you could be happy? Is there a slightest chance or a road to happiness you can pursue? Is there a way for you combat the situations you face and finally live happily? But if there isn’t, well I hope you made the right decision in ending it all. Some people just have to. You’ll be in my thoughts Murbs </3
I have the Peaceful Pill e-Handbook. According to that, there are two sizes available:
420 litres/14.9 cubic feet
250 litres/8.8 cubic feet
It says you should go for the larger size, to allow room for error.
But since you want to prepare well, the first step should really be to buy the Peaceful Pill e-Handbook. It’s not very expensive, and it will assure that you at least have the best information on which to base your decision.
I hope you find another way of finding peace, than killing yourself.
Oh and fuck your girlfriend for leaving a sinking ship. I hate cowards. Either you love someone, or you don’t. End of story.
Helium bag doesn’t work and leaves you convulsing the way you would if you were drowning. Not pleasant. I know, I tried it Tuesday.
I thought it was supposed to be a rather effective and quick method. Pass out from helium then suffocate?
apocalypto ,
would you care to tell exactally what you did?
My first test with balloon time helium i passed out in about 2 minutes with the flow control kit from exit international and a exit bag.. my body started to tingle all over just before i passed out. I needed to know how fast it worked so this was just a test.