so the last 3 years i have had an illness and its the most excrutinatining pain you could ever think of, my family dont care about me and i have no friends. im worthless and stupid and death is my only answer. i just wish at least one person will care but no one does. the posts my mum made when i was in a coma was her trying to get people to think she was a caring person but in reality shes not. i have been battling this by myself and i have never had any help what so ever. i give up. i give up on life, i may only be 14 and i have a huge life ahead of me but not anymore. for a munite there i thought my mum did care until i overherd a conversation between her and her friend. i just want to be happy.
why do i have to be such a reject is it because im screwed up? or am i just a worthless stupid looser.
i want to die! i never have anyone to talk too, im always alone. i have to put on the happy mask everyday of my life and now i cant do it.
im sorry for wasting your time, im just another worthless looser needing help. please help me and i really need to talk to someone otherwise my life could go down the drain.
im sorry, im just stupid needing to do this. sorry agien.
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