So this would be my second attempt to kill myself. I’m just so tired of all this shit… I don’t understand life and the point of living… It’s all in repeat. Wake up – go to school – go to work- come home. And even worse I don’t want to live and I have to live because nothing bad ever happens to me… And all the people who get into accidents and actually have something to live for die… It’s just unfair.
So the first suicide attempt clearly was a failure – I took some paracetamol and sleeping pills, woke up 2 days after in a hospital.
This time I want to succeed in killing myself.. I have done a lot of research and found out that aspirin is actually more lethal that paracetamol. I’ve also calculated how much aspirin I’d have to approximately take to die. Has anybody tried and failed suicide with aspirin?
And there is no need to talk me out of this, the back story is that I’ve been depressed since I was 13, the only thing that has kept me living was my boyfriend, who died in a car accident this year… I have tried to stay strong and kept on living, but I can’t. He was the only one who loved me in this world and I promised I would never leave him, so please help me with this.
Btw, sorry for my English, I’m from Estonia so it’s not my native language.
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Hey, I got you.
If you ask me, overdose is not working, trust me, I have tried that like 5 times or something.
Never try aspirin though.
I even tried sleeping pill, anti-depression pill with alcohol. That doesn’t work too. I read that you could be killed if you do that. Well, what can I say? I am still here.
I ended up in hospital many times, but I was perfectly fine, was able to go home a day after.
Oh, God doesn’t want me to die, is He?
Well, my advice, don’t do it, you are wasting your time and of course money for the medical bills.