I am new to all of this. basically my sister has really bad depression and she has been dragging me down with her. i know that she cuts and some nights i hear her quietly crying and it is killing.
i blame my dad because he has been no help in my life he keeps f***ing about telling us that he loves us and then the next day telling us that he no longer wants to see us.
i have had to grow up quickly but lately i have been feeling s***. I have recently started to think about cutting. My mum suffered depression over my dad and she tried to stay strong for us but i can see through her easily.
i have quite a lot of friends in school but they never really include me in a lot of things. i feel like they have been shutting me out. one of my friends cuts and she has been quite a big help but its not enough. i just feel so lonely.
i have stopped going out with friends and the only time i see them is in school. My “Best friend” she has stopped talking to me and she has been treating me like s***. i don’t know what to do.