I have had a really rough night..I was relaxed almost all day. Then I got home and my mom started bitching at me and now I just wanna sleep and cry..
I got my stuff back from Dean today..It hurt like hell but now maybe I can put the past behind me and move on. Try to focus on ways to make myself happy.
Now I am just wondering..I can’t cut anymore it’s to noticeable when I am home in shorts and short sleeve shirts..Is there a better place to hide it other then my wrist or a different way to let out my emotional pain and make it physical..I have tried to stop cutting before but it didn’t work I started again! My mom is starting to get supisious and I don’t want her to send me to the hospital or whatever. She has threatened to and I can’t take people looking at me with pity in their eyes.
Any suggestions? Please. I just need something. I have tried burning but the blisters are also noticeable and they are to hard to hide begins Jeans cause they rub.