I spent the day
Thinking about you.
Thinking about words
You said
Words that broke
The skin
Of my heart.
They beat me down
Into a hole
Down to the ground.
I thought about you.
The pain sheered
Through me.
They made my tears
Burn like hell.
My fears dig me
Deeper
deeper
Deeper
Through the walla
I put up
To save my soul
From feeling anything.
I thought about you too.
The way you
Used me
Abused me
Cut through my skin.
And. Took my heart.
Smashed it
Shattered it.
Into small useless
Pieces.
I thought about me
My scars on
My heart
My wrists
My soul.
The blood from
My cut out heart
My cut up wrists
My beaten soul