12/10/12

I just watched a movie someon told me about… It`s called The Suicide Room. It isn`t in english but it is a good movie.

I have a project in Health. We have to explain to the class and teacj them about our “Positive Coping Skill”. It`s funny becuse the first thing that popped into my mind was me walking up in front of the class and saying in a teacherly voice “Hello Class! Today we will leaarn how to cut our selves!!!” All happy and fake.

I was reading some things, and they made sense. There was one were these people were living in a man vs. man world. Some people banded up. But the leader of one of the “groups” was doubting killing someone because it wasn`t “Human” it made him an animal…….. but someone stood up and said “if that were the case be proud…….. humans are the deadliest and smartest animals in the world. Wouldn`t you rather be a animal then?”

I then read another one. A girl was going to kill herself, but before she did she had thoughts. She said the same thing i have been thinking for awhile, that she hates the sun because of it`s shiny, beautiful brilliance. Because it like the rest of the people who love the sun, are in my opinion fake. But at night when there is the moon in all it`s bright, terrifying beauty everything comes alive, noone can hide themselves at night in there dreams……….

You can`t get what you desire most, but if and when you do, you will regret ever wanting it in the first place.

Tell me does anyone know how it feels to be an out cast in your own family, go cry in your room, then come out with no emotion just a bleeding arm that no one can see to see???