43 yo, broke unemployed, depressed since I was 12.
Ive never been able to hold a job for more than a few yrs.
My marriage fell apart, she cheated on me with a guy half my age.
Im alone, nothing left, spent.
The word loser best fits me.
No future, just a hurtful past
Found the last time spent 3 weeks in icu/outpatient
this time its foolproof
just needed to say goodbye to somebody
goodbye
6 comments
Good luck
dad, that is really irresponsible for you to say that.
HE, what if I told you that you don’t need to die?
HE,
I’m 56 i’ve had been cheated on as well,get over it and start fresh,same thing with work nobody is that happy, and what your going through is not uncommon pretty much the standard.
It’s not really irresponsible.It’s HE’s choice if he has had enough.All I know is that 30 years of clinical depression isn’t fun or either “pretty much standard”
Yes, it is irresponsible, because we can’t say we’re okay with suicide. It numbs the mind towards that subject the more we say “Fuckit” to everything.
It isn’t fun, but there’s ALWAYS a way out. Even if you had only one testicle, no legs, not teeth and were pretty much deaf, you could still write a book that could make SOMEONE out there happy. Suicide takes away all options.
noom ,
i’m just speaking from experience the answer isn’t always kill yourself, that’s what he wants to do and that’s what he said he wants to do, but why warn everybody? Unless you’re looking for feedback, example he’s standing on top of a building telling everyone he’s going to jump! I’m not going to yell yeah do it, jump,jump,I’m going to say don’t jump think about what you’re doing.