Attempt #2 (Never Again)

Attempt #2 came from what other than, drinking, stayed at a friends, told’em soon as he fell asleep i was leaving to try to slit my wrists. He fell asleep, i stumbled down a few roads, crossed a major highway, slit’em (not too hard since i was drunk and cold, so i couldnt move that fast and coordinate my actions) , and fell asleep by the road, in the middle of the night, in 35 degree weather, and i lost the knife i used to do it. Now tell me, is that not a sign that people shouldn’t be attempting suicede if i survived TWO attempts? Being i woke up, stumbled back across the highway i guessing there is no such thing as a coincidence, just as me finding this website, i beleive fate brought me to all those places to share these experiences with the poeple who read this, which i also beleive is not a coincidnce.