Attempt #2 came from what other than, drinking, stayed at a friends, told’em soon as he fell asleep i was leaving to try to slit my wrists. He fell asleep, i stumbled down a few roads, crossed a major highway, slit’em (not too hard since i was drunk and cold, so i couldnt move that fast and coordinate my actions)Â , and fell asleep by the road, in the middle of the night, in 35 degree weather, and i lost the knife i used to do it. Now tell me, is that not a sign that people shouldn’t be attempting suicede if i survived TWO attempts? Being i woke up, stumbled back across the highway i guessing there is no such thing as a coincidence, just as me finding this website, i beleive fate brought me to all those places to share these experiences with the poeple who read this, which i also beleive is not a coincidnce.
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How exactly did you find this website? If it was by going to Google and searching for “I just tried to kill myself”, then you’re right. I don’t think it is a coincidence.
Ok. I’m teasing, but only playfully. I don’t believe in fate. I think if someone has planned our lives out already, then they might just be a little bit of a dick. Besides, countless people also don’t fail and they may well be better people than me. There’s nobody out there sorting people into those whose time to die has come and those who should live.
But. I may be wrong, and maybe this is all just fate, and we’re here because we were meant to meet and one day we will do great things together if we can find the strength to stay alive.