broken heart

hi all

i quess were all here for same reason,we feel pretty shitty

my story is i loved and lost and no its not better than not loving at all

i had a simple life before i met her yes wasnt perfect but was never as bad as it is now before i fell in love and never had any suicidal thoughts before

but i fell for her and was happy for  a while before she dumped me,now i cant belive i feel so low

easy for people to say plenty more fish in the sea but i dont want any other fish and feel too damaged ill love again,just feel in a blackhole of sad and lonliness,and talking about it to freinds etc doesnt really help like some people say.

wud be easier if the world ended 21,12,2012 but thats not going to happen as we all know,

i wish i cud end it all but i dont think i will 1,too chicken shit

2,dont want to upset my mum and dad,

now stuck in this groundhog day every day of ups and very low downs i didnt think one person cud ever make me feel so bad,i hope we all get though our tough times,after all were a long time dead like to think life if worth living even though dont feel like it now..