Christmas 2012 Trip is now over and I’m back home with my family. Until they all leave for the cities they live in now. Even the people I love the most drive me crazy, I can’t stand them. I am so pissed off at them all and sometimes I feel no connection to them anymore, even though they were the only reason I held on for so long.
I don’t want to feel this way anymore. I know they love me and all, but I am so mad at them. Everyone has rejected me in one way or another, I’m at the point where I’d like to reject them back (or reject myself, depending on how you look at that).
I was so looking forward to seeing them, but now I just want them to leave and I don’t want to hear from them for a while. I hate everybody right now.